HOW
I BECAME A DRUM MAKER
I have always been attracted
to drums, from my earliest experiences with them they have seemed living
beings to me. As a pre-schooler I spent many summer evenings with my
parents watching Native people dance at local community events. The
sounds from shell leggings, tin jingles, rattles and dance drums are some
of my first musical impressions.
As a Junior High school art
teacher, I attended pow wows with a Native family whose children were in
my art classes. Their willingness to include me in their culture’s art
gave me opportunities to watch drums being assembled, prepared, and
played.
When I returned to my
university art teaching from a Sabbatical in 1986, I was invited to join a
shamanic drumming circle. I seemed unable to 'journey' as were the other
participants. This became very frustrating for me until another member of
the circle journeyed for me to his power animals to ask "Why is Kristen
blind?" (i.e. unable to visualize) He returned with the answer, "It's the
wrong drum. She has to make her own." This man, (who had never built a
drum and did not know me before this experience) also brought back quite
detailed instructions of where I was to find materials and how I was to
proceed with their construction. Although during the building of my first
several drums, I received advice from an Ojibwa friend, a MicMac medicine
woman, and my native students at the art college, I never claimed my drums
were "indian." I believe to do so would be disrespectful to the help and
friendship that has been shown me. I now use an east coast MicMac style
lacing, given to me while in Nova Scotia, to anchor the west coast cedar
ring that holds the thongs; an east coast white ash wood hoop to support
the west coast blacktail deer hide. I consider that I am taught by the
drums themselves, and by the strength and sorrow of deer and tree, to be a
drum maker.
As soon as I finish tying the
last thongs, I take a new drum outside (regardless of the weather or time
of day) and make a ceremony offering it to be seen by the four Directions,
then claiming it with my breath, then displaying it again to the
Directions as my child. After this I ground the energy of the drum by
touching it to a natural presence--a rock, tree, flower, pond, etc.--in
order to make a gift of the energy of my effort to feed the
earth. Therefore, all drums I make are mine first, and are only offered
for sale later if they want to be.
The paintings on my drums come
from gazing, while in a light trance, at the surface of the drum until
creatures and beings appear. I understand as I paint with raw earth and
mineral pigments that I am bringing images from another reality into this
one. My skill is in being true to the appearances shown me, and not to my
'artistic' training that sometimes wants to dictate particular conventions
or expectations of representation. These images bring the spirit world
close, in the same way a loved photo of a dear friend brings the spirit of
that friend close to us when we gaze at their picture.
One might say, therefore, that
although I am trained as a visual artist and art educator, I am self
taught by my life experiences to be a drum maker. This is as it should be
I think, because I believe the only appropriate credentials a drum maker
can have, ultimately, are the voices of her drums.
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